Pain- An emotional burden that seems to strike at the worst moment. It eats at the very thing that makes you, you. Until you're left with hollow shell of a body, that wonders the earth- a mundane existance. You long for death but can't bring yourself to pull the trigger. So you wait. You wait for that one conversation, that one oppurtunity, for everything to turn around. For some, they wait forever, shadowing death until it grabs them by the neck and tears them down. I long for change not death. But lately it seems, nothing I yern for is what I get.